alright, so i used to have this website and i stopped using it and it Kind of dissolved itself so... this is my next attempt. alright so my classes are done for my first semester of college! now
for finals... riiight. i also have to worry about how in the world i am going to get home by christmas. my college experience has been pretty fair so far.
the first weeK or so was really tough... i was really homesicK liKe i cried myself to sleep on several nights... not too loud of course because there was this stranger sleeping 3 feet away from me. She isn't a stranger anymore, thanK goodness. i felt loneliness for the first time in my life. i am eternally grateful to the inventor of the cell phone, i would have been um... well not healthy.
so now that i, you Know, have friends and people that i can say "i love you too" to my life is a lot better.
school is hard here, i've never had to actually study before, what Kind of education is this, i'm actually learning things. weird. i've grown up a lot, i thinK, i don't Know, asK my mom
what she thinKs about that. also, asK her how her plant is doing... is it weird that i thinK some relationships have improved since i've been far away from people?
i have encountered freedom here that i never Knew existed. not only am i in charge of things liKe, i don't Know curfew and um... food, but there is a freedom in letting go of something that was cleaved to for way too long. being open for new things is so possible for me now. sorry if you don't fully comprehend what i am trying to say. or maybe i should apologize if you do.
anyway, so now it is friday night, i was supposed to asK this boy out to go to the temple lights with some friends, but i never did... oops, so i'm just chillin' with a friend, she's Kind of mad because i won't start the movie yet, or at least choose a movie to watch... oops. maybe i'll go find that boy... ha ha, i thinK my mom would be more happy about me doing that than i would.
so ya, this is my blog, a place for me to ramble on and on
about things, i hope it is somewhat entertaining for you.
this is where i live, it is very cold.
Oh ya, my dad has a birthday tomorrow! happy birthday, don't return EVERYTHING this time... just Kidding, you can. i love you, daddy.
